And suddenly, everything is on doses of accelerated learning and acne-producing studying up to the point where everyone in the class will probably have a library or two protruding on top of their heads any day now. Everyone's so high on bubble teas and other states' papers but me and for that, I feel the need to stone myself to death. I really, need to make myself study instead of bawling to the foods prepared by shows on the tele.

I really just want everything to finish and be done. And I want to do it gracefully.

   In ten years when you look back at this time, you're not going to be thinking about the clubs you belonged to or the parts you had. You will be thinking about the friends you had and the one you just tossed aside.

                                                                                          - Kurt Hummel, Glee S3