Before I start on the list, let me just say that the songs that I'm listing here aren't guaranteed to be produced/debuted in 2011. They're just a bunch of songs that I discovered on 2011 and pretty much dangled on both of my ears throughout 2011. Do put in mind that this is MY list and hence, people may disagree. I loved, hearted, probably feel asleep listening to these songs and they still haunt me.
10. Zee Avi - Concrete Wall
"You say that I need therapy, Well my darling so do you, Don't need for you to tell me, What is wrong in all I say or I do"
(The boom schlack-clack is so haunting. And it's a cute sad song.)
9. Foster the People - Waste
"I'll hold your hand when you're feeling mad at me,
When the monsters they wont go,
The windows they wont close,
I'll pretend to see what you see"
(First song I heard from these peeps and yes, got hooked up. Love how they arrange everything abt the song.)
8. Laura Marling - Night After Night
"Night after night, Day after day, Would you watch my body weaken, My mind drift away ?"
(The song pretty much sums up what I used to feel and still do at times. So much perfection.)
7. Kimbra - Good Intent
"You know you shouldn't be there but it's way past bed, There's comfort in the fingers of your good intent, You know you shouldn't be there but your money's all spent, You've got your reputation and your good intent"
(Didn't even know that a song could be this good. The music is amazing and if sarcasm had a sound, this would be it.)
6. Feist - Caught A Long Wind
"Caught a long wind, A long life wind,
I got to know the sky, But it didn't know me,
Got to see the light, And land on top of the sea"
(Favourite track off the amazing album. Makes me want to climb up trees.)
5. Coeur de Pirate - La Petite Mort
Car si l’on me perd, c’est seulement pour rester la tienne, Et au creux de ses bras, la mort nous bercera,
(Loved the translation and never has a song made me feel so sad without me understanding a thing.)
4. Young the Giant - Islands
"Five days, Underwater, Near your island, Off the coast"
(The groove, the lonesome lyrics just give me chills. Amazing.)
3. Lana Del Rey - Off to the Races
"I’m your little scarlet, starlet,
Singing in the garden,
Kiss me on my open mouth,
Ready for you"
(Just when I thought Born To Die was near to perfection, this song came in.)
2. Yuna - Fears & Frustrations
"We spend so much time,
Looking into each others' eyes,
Getting to know each others' lies,
Overlooking reality"
(The music is heavenly orgasmic, and the siren just grabs you into the song.)
1. Kyary Pamyu Pamyu - PON PON PON
"PON PON WEI WEI WEI
PON PON WEI PON WEI
PON PON"
(do I need to say more ? LOL)
I really hope that you guys liked the playlist. I know some might have thought that Yuna could have been the first one looking at me being 200% biased at her. But hehe, PON all the way. Anyway, I had always loved sharing things and so yeah, here I am doing it. I really do hope that you guys do listen to at least a friggin' song LOL cause god knows how long it took to do this list. Hope you guys liked it !
After millions of pixels drawn and erased endlessly on the screen for all things artsy and colourful, I finally finished all of my stuffs to be sold at Comic Fiesta'2011. And then there was it, day 1.
Heard that day 1 was horrible to some people. KLCC management was horrible, they sold out tickets when there were still customers waiting to enter, some had to wait for horus just to enter and me having the booth tag Iguess Ididn't know how bad it was. I really felt sorry for them and based from this video, damn what a bad day. Day 2 was supposedly better than, I heard.
Had to go there by train and I missed the 8AM train literally by only a couple of minutes so I was destined to be late. I had always been. Finally arrived and there were so many people already. I can feel the otaku in my struggling to come out already and that feeling I get when there's just so much of creativity floating around is just priceless. Comic Fiesta had always made me feel like I belonged somewhere. *ohsodeep*
Anyway, other than having the chance to meet all of these lovely people all again from last year like Ira, and the Megane Kissus, Kak Nabs, Kak Irisu, etc I also got to meet A LOT of sweet and nice supporting people. They were nice to talk to, very inspiring and so supportive ! I was literally doused with too much of sweet and kind words I was really going to faint. I felt really small to be around these talented people arrrhhh. Thank youuuuuuu guys for everything ;_;;
Tadaa ! Our booth. I was selling paper children, prints and live commissions ! The sale wasn't that okay but at least I got some kachings left for me to spend. A lot of people passed by the booth by idk what happened hahaha. okay not funny.
Oh, I wanna thank to those who came to the booth. I really, really appreciate you guys' support ! I really didn't expect you guys to buy all of my stuffs and didn't even expect to see you guys ! I even saw a junior from my school who I had never talked to before but she seemed to know me anyway so yeah, thank you for stopping by, lol. And thanks to the BRPians, Anas (really had a good time catching up with you), Aisyah, Iman (the sandwiches were tasty !), Raqib, Alicia ! and etc. Hell, Raqib even bought some of my stuffs hahaha, wth you guys are too nice ! Thank you guys so much for everything. I was frowning about the stupidest thing that I forgot about the most beautiful thing. So thank you ! *ohsodeepagain*
And to the purchases, well this year I burnt a lot of cashes on commissions and I mean A LOT.
Before you guys cringe on the sight of these commissions/request, let me just clarify that I did not expect them to be this many. I just went on from booth to booth asking people to draw Sheila, my oc and then bam! I overspent. I should probably cry out a bank now. (One of them was a drawing I did. You're cool if you know which one it is, hehe) ;_;;
Anyway, it was fun while it lasted. I had a great time with great people so yeah, can't wait for next year ! Again, I want to thank you guys endlessly. Those who supported the booth, those who came and said hi, those who were hot and cosplayed really well, and even those who even smiled at us ! Thank you so much ;_;;
Thursday, October 20, 2011
And suddenly, everything is on doses of accelerated learning and acne-producing studying up to the point where everyone in the class will probably have a library or two protruding on top of their heads any day now. Everyone's so high on bubble teas and other states' papers but me and for that, I feel the need to stone myself to death. I really, need to make myself study instead of bawling to the foods prepared by shows on the tele.
I really just want everything to finish and be done. And I want to do it gracefully.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
In ten years when you look back at this time, you're not going to be thinking about the clubs you belonged to or the parts you had. You will be thinking about the friends you had and the one you just tossed aside.
Salam Aidil Fitri people ! Not sure if there is such a thing as a regular reader here but well, after nearly a week in two of my kampungs, I'm finally back here in Sg.Buloh. Raya was okay I guess even though I wouldn't really call it Raya since the only things that I did was eating, sleeping, complaining about how hot Malaysia is, Kung-Fu fought countless of mosquito and maybe a little bit of half-ass studying. But you know, what I really love about Raya is actually these quality time you spend with your family on these little things like laughing at funny old Malay Kampung names or pondering about who ate the last Kuih Raya. I didn't get that much of duit Raya though, as expected and I actually finished reading After Dark after thousands of nights not wanting to finish it.
This year's Raya I didn't get myself any Baju Melayu so I wore my little brother's one from last year and it fits nicely, I suppose. Qaseh got her first Baju Kurung ever made by my mom and yeah, everybody strutted whatever they brought back from home. Had this ancient Swatch that my mom gave me years ago and also this Gladiator sandal that I got off from I don't even remember the shop's name. In case you were wondering, yes I took the most to take off my sandals when it comes to visiting relatives. ~`*~Fa$hion ViCt1m~*`~
We were like the only family out of like eight families that went back to our Kampung on the first day so yes, I didn't get that much of money and there wasn't a lot of things to do there. It was either you dehydrate in front of the television waiting for something less boring to happen or you half-assly study something and forget about it 5 minutes later. Well, at least that was how things were back at the Kampung. I also of course ate and ate a lot up to the point where I might even morph into a freakin' buffet table. Everything was delicious.
Anyways, we had this bad habit of unconciously matching our shirts and whatnot with all things Kampung back there. You could say that it was pretty interesting but once you realize that you're unintentionally wearing pink WHILE riding a pink scooter around the kampung, then you would want to think twice. Yikes.
Excuse, the circa 2008 Myspace pouting but here's me matching with my aunt's scooter. Rode around the rice fields feeling like I was shooting a low budget music video for a cause until I realize that I matched with the scooter. I truly feel sorry for them locals because it must be really hard to process such an experience to put into their drawers of experiences. Whoops.
I also found out that I had a super long, lost cousin and she's like the same age as me too. She likes exactly like her mother but with a touch of tan and copper perhaps ? I kid. but yeah, it was a little bit awkward especially since me and my brother matched with her house's stair. Double yikes, anyone ?
Well, I think that is all from me. I didn't expect the post to be this short but if I really am out of ideas on what to blabber on anymore. I'm sorry for the shitty quality of the pictures since all of them are taken from the phone and well, good luck to those that are taking their trial next week ! :-)
Can't believe that it's going to be Eid Fitr already in just a couple of days. Not to say that I'm a mood killer for celebrations but I'm not THAT excited for this year's celebration. Trial papers will be popping up as soon as our Eid holiday ends like mushrooms after a milky shower of rains which means that I'll be creeping into some random room in each kampung for the whole week cramping up boring and sleep-provoking text books. Ya know, the only thing I like about raya is that I can finally devour food and snacks galore 24/7 without having to wait for iftar. I mean, I don't even get that much of ang paos each year and I'm just socially awkward to even mingle around with relatives or whatever.
It is however going to be Qaseh's birthday on the first of Syawal and yes mine was on the first of Ramadhan :-p With her now knowing how to properly use those two lower limbs for all things support and locomotion, she just never stops moving around. Anyway, I'm sorry for the non-existence of any fancy Eid fitr-related picture for this but, Selamat Menyambut Aidil Fitri !:-p
EDIT: I remembered why I like Raya. It's the SHOPPPING for it. More on that on later posts, if you guys ever cared :-p
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
You're gonna have to reword every metaphor you'd use
So that people who are hearing aren't confused.
I'm sorry for the horrible lack of sleeping-pills-imitating posts for these few months. I have been super busy with everything from copying schoolwork from a classmate to whining about a paralleled line of acnes but I will make a collage or something later on as a blogpost or whatever about that. Anyways, it's the first of August which means it's the first day of Ramadhan this year ! I may not be the brightest muslim you will ever bump to but still, happy fasting to you guys ! and it's also my birthday today and I decided to work on something for the blog, and yeah here's a little time warping session on how I was from the 13yo me to today's me. Or, at least these are how I thought I was. I hope you guys have fun reading.
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I guess that is all, hope you guys liked it and yeah, I haven't done this kind of meme/whatever for a very long time. Feels nice to get back to the artsy fartsy roots. Anyways, I want to say thank you to those who had wished for me on facebook/twitter/whatever, and to my awesome classmates for the cute card. Till then, thank you for reading again and happy fasting !
delicately stolen from the very much interesting bodohgila.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
And I know that nothing's going to change that hopeless feeling
I get when you say you'll understand and I know you cant.
Dyed In The Wool, Circa Survive.
Mom: Along, ada ke jantung belah kanan ?
Me: Ada tak silap. Hari tu Along tengok cerita Ninja Assassin.
Me: Ada perempuan tu jantung dia belah kanan.
Mom: ...Oh, Mama tengah tengok cerita Ninja Assassin lah ni.
Me: LOL.
Opposite sex:-
1. I hate how some of you guys have such a hard time to decide on things, even simple things.
2. The whole PMS thing and the whole 'don't get on my nerves, it's that time of the month' excuses.
3. When you guys spazz about K-POP and here I am trying to not join. MUST. REFRAIN.
4. When you guys start to think that leggings can start replacing your pants. just, no.
5. Those unpredictable reactions on little, unspoken sexual stuffs. Awkward.
Same sex:-
1.When you start hunting girls like a hamster on a mating season.
2. How we are always horny. All the freaking time. .__.
3. When jacking off to a lesbian porn is okay but having a gay friend is an abomination. lolwut ?
4. When you start leaving and ignoring your best friends for girls and MILFS.
5. When you guys start to think that hating on Justin Bieber is 'oh-so cool' and original. Eh.
Before you start reading, DO NOT IMAGINE AND START PICTURING STUFFS IN YOUR HEAD WHILE READING. If it's none of your capability to stop picturing things, then please picture me with a pack of chocolate abs and whatnot. thank you.
Anyways, most of the time I would be shirtless and what will be wrapping up those things down there would depend on the day. If I was to wear a boxer, boxer it is. If it was boxer briefs, then there you go. But I don't wear briefs to bed though and you won't understand why unless you own a schlong-blong of your own. Oh and at times, I put on my birthday suit if it was comfortable enough.
I get attracted to a person who:-
- has a really great humour that doesn't look like it's a try hard thing and can keep up a really great conversation.
- reads a lot and is actually very knowledgeable about things. Especially small little things.
- has a very nice music taste that would seriously tangle me up for the whole day spending time listening to the music together.
- loves to try new things and not embarrassed to make mistakes and try again, together.
- respects older people very much.
- has a great hairdo and knows how to dress up nicely.
- has a really really beautiful eyes, especially if it goes great together when bathed with the sun rays.
- a bit of a bad ass would be pretty attractive too, somehow. u:
- appreciate arts is a must and would go to art events with me.
- knows where to find great food and bring me there, LOLOL.
- has a great passion on things and isn't scared to share about it.
-super plain attractive. rawrr.
I have changed a lot in the past two years. I was much more immature and a bit of a daredevil when it comes to things. I didn't really look at school as something so important as I do now and as an asshole as this would sound, I guess I have academically budge forth way more compare to before. And friends, well I guess I'm more of a person who actually cares a lot about my friends now and I try to be more as a friend nowadays compare to before.
I'm also much more comfortable with myself and I do understand about how my life is right now rather than before. It was much more about peer pressures and denying on who I am before but now it's more about me trying my best to show people what they like and well, hide out what they don't like. But still, at least know I can accept myself and I guess I can say that I have a totally different view on stuffs that may seem like just another sushi to be avoided on a sushi bar visit ( I hate sushis) if I was to think about it years ago.
I do a lot of things when I'm alone and most of the time I still do it even if I'm not alone, but I do enjoy decent solitudes and I guess some of the things that may (or may not) be disgustingly fascinating to you but five of them are:-
1. I used to do this a lot, but not this year. When I'm alone, I like rehearsing or practising KPOP moves. I seriously am not the type of person who memorises every single fact and history of a group or even them hangul lyrics but when it comes to the dance, holahhhh. And of course, I have been caught a lot by my parents butt shaking and dry humping in such horrible situations.
2. Sometimes when I'm alone, I pick my nose and no, that's not the weird part ( unless you're Voldemort ). whenever I have done those horribly normal nose-picking sessions, I throw them treasures into the dustbin instead of freely tossing them everywhere. Don't judge me, but I'm not sure if that makes me a neat freak, or just a plain freak. :(
3. I like eating so grandly whenever I'm all alone in the house. I'm talking about five-star status where I would arrange them cutleries and every inch of the rice so nicely that I would probably just take photos and not engulf anything at all. But yeah, nicely arranged dinner and lunches are much more exciting.
4. Sometimes, I like putting on my birthday suit when I'm alone. Not that I'm so proud with my bumpy body but I guess I like being free ~
5. I tie my hair like one of those fountain or samurai hairstyle whenever I'm all alone. super comfortable and I feel like I'm a part of an exciting boyband. No ? Okay fine. :B
I'm so sorry about my inactivity and whatnot, I'm sure that none of you guys actually care that much but I have been busy with Mid-year exams and late night studying and like yeah, it's going to be over soon anyway so I thought that I should do something about this blog and like, be a little more active. I came across one of these 30days challenge on tumblr and I thought maybe I should do it for this blog and so yeah, hopefully I will be starting on it starting on tomorrow (:
I know I have not updated this blog in a very long time but yeah, here's pretty much a gratuitous video of 'myself' or something and how I have been treating my life lately. I have been so busy shaking my booty and excelling in not giving a damn with all of these homework around me, I'm not even sure if I'm ready for the upcoming mid-year exam. sigh
Before you start reading, do warn yourself that there's a high chance of you stopping halfway through this post. So here's a random song I like that you want to please your ears while boring yourself into this post.
Behold for such personal life-invading blogpost today as I will actually tell you guys how my usual life in school is and how boring it might be for you followers. I wouldn't say that being in this class is that cool, but I guess I'm very lucky to be in this class where I have such amazing classmates and very supportive teachers around me. I do however dislike how hot it can be in the class and uh, how people have these assumptions on how we are supposed to be here.
Meet Nazri/ Chearie. I have known him since form 1 and never did I foresee that this particular face will be the one interrupting my sight of the sunlight on my left. If you go to the same school as me and you don't know him then you probably deserve a literal camera flash up on your face. Anyways, he's a cool guy to have awkward inside jokes about hipster teachers and rant about emotional things that bitch you out.
My typical everyday backview from my place. This is Chuan and he's cooler than your usual classmate that sits behind you. I envy his gigantic daily water bottle that shows how puny my bottle is and never can I get enough of mineral waters. Vinod is also suppose to sit next beside him because we're 1Malaysia like this, loljk. He isn't here because he went to some random Badminton competition or whatever. So Nasem randomly sat there, eh.
Also caught the famous lasering-debater/ Head of the PRS / legit blogger/ex-tumblr famous, Zahirah going around the class looking for trouble or whatever. Or maybe she just wanted to have her picture taken by me, LOLOL. Well whatever it is, her eyes look weirdddddd here.
Them guys actually conquer the front seats and yes, their heads do become our typical excuse for not having a decent view of the whiteboard. All the time. What I also like about my friends is that as what Nazri would say, they would always pose for whatever camera shoots or flashes or whatever. They's just so camera-friendly.
Typical everyday situation of how we are in the class. As studious and focused we look like in this picture, our mouths however still manage to produce such noisy sounds of communications and trust us, we're not that noisy. just a bit, hehe. and at the back, you can also see two full-time posers which is Acap and Adlan. again, our friends LOVE to pose. LOL. and excuse Fatin for being disturbingly asleep-like in such awkward candid photo.
Again, posing. I'm not sure if they're actually posing for a random I'M LIVING A COOL LIFE ATM commercial or the Kpop sensation, I'll be back signature dance move. Either way, they just pose a lot and still be awesome in their studies.
Ain and Fathiah doing the class' decorations with Adlan 'helping them while again, posing for the camera. without these girls, the class would probably be as dull as 'insert something dull here'.
Meet Jaafar and Fatin. Other than posing nonstop ( again) and just be so brain-squeezing smart, these two are also like the COOL PEEPS status of the prefects. Head boy and the assistant. I have heard millions of tall tales of how 'strict' and 'fierce' these two are to the junior prefects and me knowing them personally thinks that it's a wee bit funny. Okay, I should prolly be stoned by them later on. kay.
The back peeps, Afifah, Khairi and Adib. Other then again, posing these peeps also have a lot to tell you , trust me and the class would be less fun if they didn't exist.
Typical view from the teacher's place and yes the place is very much sun-bathed.
Well, I guess that's just that about my class. It's not that informative but I guess I just wanted to put here a little tour from my side of view of the class. Congrats if you actually survive the way through all of the words and if you fell asleep then I guess you should probably thank me for producing a solution for your sleepness nights. I actually have way mroe things to tell and pictures to burn my quota limit but that is all. (:
Today I was left alone in the house ( still am ) and the scariest shit happened. It was Maghrib and I was having my shower with no human beings in the house, just me. While awkwardly enjoying such cheap shower and trying so hard to drop out these imaginations of potential ghosts that might pop out, suddenly I heard my phone ringing. It fuckin' rang when I was all alone in the house. in the shower. in such Maghrib period. In case you guys had never heard my ringtone, here's how it is.
in my head there was like a parade of ghosts marching towards the bathroom. ffffff.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
I actually wanted to only draw a normal Malay girl but it turned out into this bird-girl instead. I imagine her to be a mythical creature who haunts abandoned mansions on rainy nights and grant wishes to whoever that come across her. LOLwhatever though I'm done with this.
Me: Malasnya nak buat Air Milo ni.
Mom: Tengok Mama ni ha, sibuk sangat sampai minum susu seger je.
Me: Susu seger ? Kuat jawanya.
Mom: Susu segeraaaaaa.
Me: Oh. *insert muka Jawa*
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Aside from my shitty Japanese writings, Mountains of inferiority on my face, pressuring elective subjects that never make senses and this way shittier broadband which would probably have its interest on facebook as 'disconnecting every 5 damn seconds' if it was to have a facebook, I know I should be grateful to still live without being scared that I will be washed away any seconds or which part of the lane should I be hiding, or will there still be chance for me to live. I wish for the best of this people and I know this is a pretty late entry (and also that picture was supposedly for my 365 but I had another picture in mind so yeah ) but I guess it won't hurt wishing for the best for that one country that inspired you a lot as a child.
I'm not saying that we shouldn't be sad with out lives because there's someone else who's in greater pain, I'm just saying that we should at least consider that our life isn't that bad after all. Or is it.
Sorry about the sudden disappearance, again. I was caught up with life and just being plain lazy to actually roll into this blog and just write. I have actually been writing a lot more on my 365 so like yeah, do put that in your stalking list.
Anyways, like I said I have been really busy with live and whatnot and things are actually starting to be pressuring more than ever. Elective subjects which aren't ever useful for my future are shoved into my throat and gastritis has been abusing my stomach like a boss, so yes I am pretty sure life is as fun as waiting for my Add Maths teacher on her way to the class. The class' airconds have also stopped working so other than meeting my friends, school hasn't really treating me well. I have however been eating more and more lately I'm probably going to turn into a life-size burger anytime soon, again.
Neko Hat - Random Otaku booth at CF'09
Sweater - Eagle Apparel
Glasses - Fake Rayban
Flat Boots - Bally
Skinny pants - IDK, really.
I have been wanting to go out for a while. My house has been really boring lately, and these new chickens bombing every cements they get to lay their feathers on with their poops aren't helping at all. I also cut my hair with this super Discipline-teachers-can-never-touch-my-hair-again-fuck-yeah hairstyle, so I have been really ignorant in how I look nowadays. I'm however thinking of burning some cashes on new glasses, new books, a gladiator sandal, more sweaters (because Malaysia's cold liddat, sike ) and perhaps an ukulele ? hehe.
I'm sorry for the boring post, tumblr has really transformed me into this type of blogger who blogs just on the most direction-less things,ever.
